Puppet/Steff | 23 | Female | Aussie
Artist | Graduate | Games DesignAywas ID #6177
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Persona 5, Tokyo Ghoul, The Flash, Cow Chop, Monster Hunter, One Piece, Attack on Titan, Jurassic Park.
  • eddiethallen:

    Title: Inadequate

    Pairing: Barry Allen/ Oliver Queen

    Rating: Teen

    Warnings: Body Dysphoria, Eating Disorders

    A/N: Written for Day Six of Olivarry Week: Hurt/ Comfort


    [Excerpt]

    He remembers when he first met Oliver. He was jealous. Reformed billionaire playboy, incredibly handsome and strong. It made him feel weaker. A playboy surviving five years on an island by himself? Barry’s not sure he would have been able to do that, and he likes to think he’s clever and crafty.

    Of course, when he found out Oliver’s alter ego… well, it made sense after that. It didn’t do much to help with his jealousy, though. The firm grip on his neck – the one he couldn’t break by himself – just serves to remind him that he’s not strong enough, that he’d die without other people’s help.

    And that’s just the way his whole life is. He’s just destined to be subpar. Or even below subpar. Is there such a thing as lower than below average? If there is such a thing, Barry’s the reason why it exists. He’s too skinny, he’s basically just skin and bones. No muscles at all.

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  • wordswehavesaidworld:

    But like, the look of betrayal on that puppy’s face though. That’s his sweatshirt. He loves that sweatshirt. And yeah, maybe Jay needed a change of clothes and it was nice of Team Flash to look for something for him, but really Cisco? You got to kick him while he’s down?

    “I was gonna say, cause it looks a lot smaller on you. Right?”

    “And his arms are like twice the size of yours!”

    “He’s like Barry in Oliver’s body.”

    Why? Why always with the comparison? Why is Barry’s body never good enough for his friends? Like, I know they’re mostly jokes, but look at Barry’s face. He’s not laughing. It’s not a joke to him, it’s hurtful. And this sort of pattern, his friends basically saying that he falls short every time, it could turn into something dangerous and unhealthy.

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