angelgoinghome:

jonpertwee:

evantessuraea:

pungent-petrichor:

mockingjaysinmyhead:

gordacrybaby:

bepeu:

you ever been so stressed that youre calm

this is my constant state

my chill is fake

“How are you so calm?!”
“I’ve passed beyond stressed, beyond hysteria, into the grey misty indifference of complete shutdown of all but emergency services in my brain.”

This is just what panic looks like for me.

It’s called dissociation. Have you people never seen a therapist???

SOME OF US CAN’T AFFORD IT OR WE ARE STILL AT HOME AND OUR PARENTS DENY US EVEN THE ABILITY TO SAY “I AM SAD/STRUGGLING” HOLY SHIT