#John didn’t hit him #Dean would’ve liked him to #It would’ve been a relief #Instead John called him useless and stupid #John said the family would be better off without him if he didn’t get his shit together #John said ‘I’m out there EVERYDAY putting my ass on the line in a hundred different ways but you have ONE JOB and you can’t do it?’ #John was up in his face screaming for what felt like forever #He told Dean to not bother coming home #wherever home was that week #until he had Sam with him #’If you don’t think you can handle this Dean then I can take Sam and he and I can take care of this without you to slow us down and fuck … #Words branded into Dean Winchester’s brain forever