#John didn’t hit him #Dean would’ve liked him to #It would’ve been a relief #Instead John called him useless and stupid #John said the family would be better off without him if he didn’t get his shit together #John said ‘I’m out there EVERYDAY putting my ass on the line in a hundred different ways but you have ONE JOB and you can’t do it?’ #John was up in his face screaming for what felt like forever #He told Dean to not bother coming home #wherever home was that week #until he had Sam with him #’If you don’t think you can handle this Dean then I can take Sam and he and I can take care of this without you to slow us down and fuck … #Words branded into Dean Winchester’s brain forever


This one goes out to you, little Tarrlok… That boat scene killed me, I couldn’t even enjoy the Makorra after it cause it was so sad! I don’t even know why I did this, I almost cried recording it. I’m such a masochist. That finale was incredible and I absolutely loved it.
When my brother loved me, everything was beautiful
Every hour we played together, lives within my heart
And when I was sad, he was there to dry my tears
And when he was happy, so was I, when he loved meThrough the summer and the fall, we had each other, that was all
Just he and I together, a perfect family
And when I was lonely, he was there to comfort me
And I knew that he loved meSo the years went by, dad made us train
And he began to drift away, I was left alone
Still I waited for the day, when he’d say “I will always love you.”Lonely and forgotten, never thought we’d meet again,
He called my name and asked me once again to run away,
Like he loved me, when he loved meWhen my brother loved me, everything was beautiful,
Now we’ll finally go back to our start
When he loved me(Download link here. ♥)