#no but you turn into that monster #you lose yourself in hatred and sadness #in betrayal #and you turn into something #a more extreme version of your previous self #because there was always something hiding in you #a cunning #a liking of hurting others #even though you may not of known it conciously #but it was there #and this moment of betrayal #it pushed you over the line #and you did become the monster parents tell their children about #loki #wow look more loki feels